| doing it in public |
[30 Mar 2009|06:37am] |
im probably going to get it cause i really need it.
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| omg! |
[28 Mar 2009|02:31pm] |
poor girl
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| enjoy |
[13 Mar 2009|06:19pm] |
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| budget cuts |
[10 Mar 2009|06:26am] |
the budget cuts for CMS is insane. its like 70 million. and then 83 asst. principals and almost 500 teachers are going to get cut. ALMOST 500!?!?!? HELLLLOOOO charlotte that is DUMB DUMB DUMB.
and now the children will be even more dumb!
having been working in the education system for the past year i can atest to the sheer lact of education that seems to be happening to these poor kids, something needs to be done. there needs to be a major education reform and an outreach to lower income communities that really works. what that is, i have no idea. these kids get the wrong impression at such an early age that school becomes lame and dumb and it's cooler to have some apple bottom jeans than it is to be able to spell the word "that" and "and" correctly.
i blame a lot of outside influences, it may come from the TV, it may come from their friends, but the responsibility lies with the parents and im disgusted in the lack of care and initiative that a lot of parents have shown in their childrens life.
dumb kids = dumb adults/dropouts
goodness. im just flabbergasted with all this!
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| Writer's Block: Desert Island Time |
[07 Mar 2009|10:58pm] |
1. queer as folk (complete series box) that counts right?
2. coyote ugly ( can you believe it?)
3. girls will be girls
4. wit
5. divine madness
i've always been able to watch coyote ugly. it isnt that good of a film. i think because adam garcia is so attractive. and the music is so catchy. and because its written so perfectly by the plot diagram.
anyway. thats it.
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| i watched the watchmen |
[07 Mar 2009|04:40pm] |
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i thought while visually true to the graphic novel the movie fell just sort of honest. something about the jupiter family being a little tired. i did however think that patrick wilson was PERFECT as night owl, he just made me hot i think. other than that. the drastic change to the end was uncalled for. other than that. the end.
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| im really going to need to put you on my screensaver |
[19 Feb 2009|01:12pm] |
a shout out to all my livejournalers who are still journaling. i have fallen short. probably because i havent had much to talk about. i mean, i always have a lot i could talk about.
im trying to become a thin model again. ill forever try. a lot can be said for my constant attention to my weight. and a lot can be said for my lack there of...oops.
i am seriously on the brainswitch for my move to LA. im tired of trying to become famous, i just want it to happen. im not even trying that hard. all around me things creep up which i find hilarious and they are things that i have thought of and someone has just beat me to the punch. that's fine. my star will crash and when it does, BOOM.
this economy is soooo scurry. and i have to pay into the irs this year. talk about LAME. scuse me, where the eff's my stimulus package?!?!
im doing this dumb lemonade master cleanse. im only on day two. so of course im not agonizing like normal. it was really an accomplishment for me to get past day one. my love for food is grand. i could marry a pizza. i'd eat it, so it'd be a short marriage. but id still marry it. and buy it life insurance, so when i eat it. ill get some money.
dumb.
what else. i saw CORALINE in 3d it was a wonderful journey. it was a lil slow, but thats okay, it was a jolly good evening of spectacle that i could almost reach out and touch!
is it funny that we pay to go see movies in 3d when we could go see theatre? that's people. they are in 3d. it's just boring. no wonder no one wants to see theatre, it's boring. we need a show called like
"KICK ASS MAGEE AND HIS EXPLOSION BRIGADE!"
people would come see that. just dont tell them its theatre. and dont charge them an arm and a leg.
that'll never happen. god. theatre. get your act together. back to the pennie entrance please? ill deal with a curtain and a lamp for setting if you can provide me entertainment i dont care what it looks like.
the barbara streisand song " i am a woman in love" is absolutley hilarious.
i need to order my video camera. i bought one, and took it back. but it was a flip, im just upgrading to the flip hd. it's TIGHT. like a fajeeen.
okay. if anyone cares. let me know. i's be missing all the folks from all the good times, but i think that happens. and im growing closer with people i've always known and loved, so that's also a wonderful thing.
okay, suck it america, you're gonna be screaming my name!
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| thursday! |
[08 Jan 2009|04:46pm] |
okay. so i have a couple of things i neeed to do. i wish i had just copious amounts of free time so that i could put all my goals on a regimented schedule and acheive them. however, in the real world, i have to find time to put these goals into motion around working and being a lazy silly time waster of time.
i just took a look at sams website ( good job lisan) i really like it. if i were actively pursuing work right now i'd most def want a website. but id be scared that people would only wanna sit and laugh at tar'kisha and not hire me for any real work.
i have to lose one million pounds. i live in the luxurious fake world of my mind where taco bell is a health food. my eating habits have been different this week. and ive noticed a couple of things, feeling better, pooping better, not being hungry all the time. just having a good BM can make me wanna stick to a strict diet of leaves.
this is my first week back to work, and my brain has absolutley been in need of a reboot. it was like i forgot how to do what i needed to do. i need to work, to feel productive. i wish i had this desire in school. i was so tired in school. well, except junior year, i felt good and great. i dont know what happened! im having graduation stress syndrome. i wish they prescribed pills for that. i think they do.
okay fine fine fine.
lemonade clense here i come. even though it's technically not lemonade at all.
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| the holidays have come and gone |
[03 Jan 2009|08:57pm] |
much like the men in life!
BADOOMCHICK!
just kidding. im tired, im partied out, and i have to head to raleigh to start back to work tommorow. gross lame loserish unfun. but itll be fine. cause my job is entertaining on some level. im just nervous about being alone all week. im gonna have to bring a lot of books and stuff to do. but itll be fun cause i can like, get some lean cuisines and some bananas and then i can watch all the tv in the world. just overload on television. itll be fun.
christmas was a whirlwind this year. made unpleasent by my lame brother who has a knack for runing things with a quick efficient pace. i dont understand how someone could be just so disrespectful and rude and messy and unclean. goodness me. oh well.
life is life and fun is fun. it's a new year and i was told you are supposed to spend the first day of the new year doing what you want to do for the rest of your life. well. i danced in a movie. so i think that i was dead on. im ready for it to be complete so i can show it to everyone, i think you all will enjoy it. at least, i hope so. if not. get a hobby that isnt not liking me.
okay much love.
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| Gurlica |
[30 Dec 2008|03:16pm] |
yes. i have still taken to adding -ica to the end of my words. i will forever and a day do it. and no one will be the wiser that it all harkens back to defacing headshots. work it sticky.
i want some moccasans. i think i can get a kit to make my own. and that will be nice. although, im sure they will not be to weather resistent. lame.
it's the newest of years approaching. and all i can think about is the fringe glasses that im going to be making. get it gurl.
beyonce had some good hits on the deluxe album that was the "sasha fierce" part. the other stuff is all vocal that's neat.
i swear, i talked more about pop music last night than i think i have in years. and justified and defended it.
POP MUSIC WILL NEVER BE LOW BROW!
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| OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG |
[28 Dec 2008|01:45pm] |
gurl.
i felllll down last night. i dont know where or why. well, i know why. it banged my knee up! thats' awful.
how on earth im still alive i'll never know. im very good at putting myself in massive amounts of physical and mental danger.
mental danger! watch out!
it's almost new years. i was just warming up i guess.
i have to take some things back to old navy after my impulse shopping spree. it's fine i didnt want those things nohow. get outta here unwated things!
im in need of a sausage biscuit. but i think it would make a mess of the insides of me. so instead ill just have a bloody mary. sans the v8.
can i get a vodka? no rocks? straight? no chaser? like that ridiculous accapella group. why are they so popular? no reason. because some producer had never heard a college accapella group before and was dicking around on youtube. poor fellows.
beyonce is literally changing the way music is made with her song diva. it's everything you expect to be trite. and she says "no world, im a diva. a female version of a hustla'. fucking deal with it. THIS IS ME!"
lorda grace in ma face!
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| warm/ reflection yo |
[19 Dec 2008|12:55am] |
i cuddle and huddle around this video which provides ample amounts of warmth during this not-so-cold winter. It's amazing to me that sometimes a song can make you just feel so much. just to feel, the verb of feeling. my body swoons with this song. it takes me back to a very very cold duplex during the winter which bri and i decided not to turn the heat on because we were sure we'd be okay untill break. it fills me with hope and optimism that has not left me, but has altered so much from then. with a night of endless possibilities in front of me and comfort coming from all angles, every edge was padded and i wasnt scared of falling down. god. it was so nice. now ive been hoisted by my panties into the real world for about 7 months now and ive got not too much to show for it.
i have straight teeth. but that's about it. i enjoy my job, and other than being famous, i cant think of a better starting profession. while i hate not having my own place, i love and cherish the time i get to spend with my grandmother who is totally awesome.
i always become reflective in the winter. i think everyone does. or should. or, does. yeah. does. what with the new year, and all the fals promises the Fauxmises we make to ourselves. i've made a lot i wont deny. but, one i would like to acheive to find that warmth again. it was easy to turn on the video, listen to his odd quivering frail voice and be transported back to a place of happier times. but im happy now. it's just different. i was happy when i was in highschool and thought for sure that was the end of my joy. i was happy in middle school and thought for sure that if i didnt go to highschool with those people i would be sad forever,
i am a lot more resilient than i give myself credit for. i was watching a "true life; im a genius" and it all of a sudden became so clear. why wasnt i a genius, or prodigy. im not particularly talented above and beyond anyone else in anything spectacular. but, ill tell you this much. if kathy griffin can rise to fame off of personality and mediocrity than so can i dag nabbit.
i have to find a husband. i have to. my youth while still present, has escaped its rabid hunger for sexual activity phase. im more content with myself than i would be with some stranger that i would have to get to know. im a sucker for harping on a single trait that may or may not please or displease me. untill then, ill dream of my shapeshifting jacob and live in the tween fantasy land where im dating all three of the jonas brothers, a vampire and a werewolf. that's okay right? nothing absolutley creepy about that is there?
oh well. live and learn.
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| gurl. what is it even aboot? |
[17 Dec 2008|12:23pm] |
okay. so i got my braces off. and for some reason, i was stoked and sad all at the same time. i assumed that once my teeth were straight. someone was going to immediatley run up to me and offer me a contract for a sitcom. or a movie. or something. anything. where's my fame?
i love my youtube endevors. but there are a million people, literally, trying to use youtube to garner their fame. and for some reason, only the dumb ones get discovered and get millions of dollars to be just as stupid as they were 6 months ago.
it's okay. i will hunt them down and destroy them. one idiotic commentator at a time.
i was reading a review of kanye's new album and they put it really funny " kanye's always been emo, he just forgot that he can be funny" which is true. i really enjoy the new album, but it truly is full of self loathing with no tongue in cheek action. it's all good i guess. i didnt know what an 808 was untill i read the review. it's a drum machine. woot.
okay. get your dickalollies up and ret ta go.
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| i have the hiccups. |
[13 Dec 2008|09:43am] |
everytime i get the hiccups, i am scared that i am going to be like that guy from ripleys believe it or not that hiccups for like, 30 years. and that ill have to walk through life with these awful involuntary inflections of noises coming from my body that sound like im constantly being "taken aback" by something in the wake of my existence.
so. in essence, i hate hiccups.
i definatley went to town last night.literally, and figuratively. i need to control myself, i love letting loose. but when i get to going i just spend spend spend. and i dont need to do that. i need to be saving my monies for things that matter! like my bills. that would be smart.
is livejournal dying down because of facebook? i kinda think so. just me?
god. i looooove youtube!
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| holiday turkay |
[06 Dec 2008|08:19pm] |
there is something so inately awkward about the holidays. everything. its always a little awkward. the family coming together out of tradition, expectation, sharing silly stories and telling tales to pass the time. all of this is of course facilitated by alchohol which makes the holidays slightly cushier. making it easier to slide into the awkward conversations and deal with boring stories.
oh well.
im gonna start the fire soon. and as soon as april gets here crack into our margaritas! that would be wonderful. it will be. as soon as she's here. and then who knows the night is so young it hurts. alright. im out.
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| holidayyyyyys |
[30 Nov 2008|02:09pm] |
i always turn into an emotional mess around this time of year. i well with joy at the sappiest commercials, a charlie brown christmas sends me into a fit of tears and im filled with a desire to re-evaluate my life and all that goes with it. this is the holidays.
i visited with friends last night and it was awesome, and it always makes me wanna be bold in my choices for the future. my inability to trust my own instincts and the people around me has always gotten in my way, and you always wanna be positive in your choices for the future. im just so anylitical and logical in my approach to the long term that i end up ruining anything that could arise from sponteneity.
okay, im setting up the christmas tree!
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